I'm losing my direction. What's right or wrong doesn't seem to matter to me anymore. So long as I'm having fun and enjoying myself. Which is bad. I'm becoming what I hate. What I despise. No more. I'll stop. A promise to myself. I'll stop.

Closing down of blog XD

Heyyaaa alll. Just wanted to let anyone who's reading my forsaken blog that it'll be closing down. Not to fear though... because after SPM i'm gonna reconstruct my whole blog! MUAHAHHAA XD A new story will be written by me. Hehehe. I've got tons of ideas now and ready to lock and load. ;) Well that's all. Goodbye Bloggie. For now. XD Plkk08 signing off ~~

Nothing else needs to be said. The picture says it all. You're a great man Chris Gardner...

Sometimes I wonder... can our instincts actually be trusted? Will it help us or.. will it be the cause of our downfall.. I'm not really sure... but for now... patience is the only thing that matters. Patience...

You know.. everyday is a mystery. One day we could be soaring high up in the sky... another day we could be down in the dumps. Everyday life throws a challenge at us. When this challenge comes at us.. we have two choices to make. Have a good day or have a bad one. How do we have a good day? By taking the challenge and overcoming it. Now, I'm not saying every challenge is going to be easy.. that's why there are always going to be bad days. But we have a choice to make more of our days good than bad.

Why am I writing this? Is it to show others what I'm feeling? Nope. Is it for fun? Wrong again. I'm writing this because I find that the feelings you have in one day can quickly change on the next day. And I want to be able to relive these emotions which I'm feeling today. Call it weird. Call it dumb. But to me, writing this is like writing my honest emotions.

What I'm feeling now is a sense of direction(metaphorically speaking). Not to say I've never had a sense of direction previously. Just that that direction is becoming clearer. I know what I need to do. I need to first ace my exams because no matter what.. studies are always important in life. (Easier said than done. Seriously). Once I get that cleared up.. (meaning SPM) I can have more room to fit other... stuff. MAYBE stuff like a relationship. (I mean not that I need one right away. If there's no right girl..ah well there's still university. XD)

And then what? I've never really thought that far.. Only until college. But I believe that once I've graduated, no amount of planning will prepare me for what's waiting for me on the outside world.

So far.... throughout this year.. I have only one regret. Telling a lie to somebody special. Even though I meant it for that person's own good.. I can't help feeling I let something that could have been so special slip away. But I made that decision. I knew the risks and I took it. Hopefully one day that person will understand why I said what I said.

Once SPM is over (studies first, studies first, studies first)... I hope that that a certain someone will still be there. Though I wouldn't be surprised if no one's there waiting. I blew my chance. I don't know if I should deserve a second. Only a lucky few receives a second. I'm not usually a lucky guy... but maybe my luck could change for this time round.

If I do have that last chance (I will work my backside off for that chance)... I won't waste it again. Because I know that person's worth it.

Well... hope the Patrick from tomorrow will see this post here and relive these feelings. Alright. Byeee. Plkk08 signing off~~

Studies are important. Studies first.

New Light

Heyyy Bloggie. Just felt like giving you a visit. Here's something to keep you alive. XD F.Y.I this has nothing to do with my personal life. This was inspired by a movie and song. Here goes:-

New Light

As the wind howl during the night,
I begin to lose my sight,
For my light was gone,
Vanished into the horizon and beyond.

I was left in the dark,
With nothing left but the memory of you,
Emptiness and loneliness devours me,
As I recall the happiness we once had.

I try not to be sad,
But it just hurt so bad,
Like the pain of a knife,
When it cuts through my life.

But a new light appears,
The warmth radiating onto me,
I smile as she puts her arms around me,
And whispers... forget about the past,
For this new love will forever last.

Well... it's not that good but at least I gave it a try eh? Hahaha. Okay then. Gtg. See ya Bloggie XD Oh and this poem is copyrighted by Patrick Liew. XD plkk08 signing off~~

Heyyyooo Bloggie XD Here's something to fill you up. Haha. My weird thoughts. XD Anyways, ever wonder whether the choices you made in life were the right ones? I've been thinking lately.. maybe there is no such thing as a right or wrong choice. It could be right in one person's perspective and wrong in another. The only thing in my opinion that we can do is make a choice and make sure we don't regret it. I've made some choices this year.. some paid off...some didn't. But whatever choices I made are now in the past. I won't look back. I believe that to move on we have to stop thinking about the past. There will always be new pathways for us to walk. So even if one pathway has been cut off.. there are others still waiting to be explored. Welll I gtg d. Bye Bloggie XD

Never be arrogant. One moment you could be flying high, the next you could be falling fast.
(some lame quote I made up by myself.) XD